ACCAMER - Saishin Lyrics
Blue Reflection Ray Ending Theme Lyrics
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[TV Version]
Sō watashi wa watashi ga kirai
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Kyōkan wa shinjinai subete wa uso
+
Hibai no yoku kiku kusuri mo
+
Kokoro no aza made iyashicha kurenai
+
Agaku koto mo tsukare ima wa mō
+
Nobashita te mo hanashite shimatta
+
Dakedo watashi no kodoku watashi no monoda
+
Rikai wa dekinai ubaeyashinai
+
Mune sasu yōna itami sae mo ima wa tadatada
+
Dakara daikiraina jibun to ikiru
+
Kurai tsurai saishin wo shinjiruno
+
Keshi satteshimaitai kizu ya uso mo
+
Nomikonde ima koko terashidaseba
+
Fukai yami mo kowakunaikara
+
[Full Version]
Sō watashi wa watashi ga kirai
+
Kyōkan wa shinjinai subete wa uso
+
Hibai no yoku kiku kusuri mo
+
Kokoro no aza made iyashicha kurenai
+
Agaku koto mo tsukare ima wa mō
+
Nobashita te mo hanashite shimatta
+
[thanks for visiting animesonglyrcs.com]
Dakedo watashi no kodoku watashi no monoda
+
Rikai wa dekinai ubaeyashinai
+
Mune sasu yōna itami sae mo ima wa tadatada
+
Dakara daikiraina jibun to ikiru
+
Kurai tsurai saishin wo shinjiruno
+
Omoidashite koroshite shimaitai kako wo
+
Mō owatteshimae nanimokamo ga
+
Sō itte kirisaita shashin no naka
+
Nanimokamo wo nakushita toki
+
Saigo ni sugareru mono wa soko ni dake
+
Netami ya kōkai wo kakushite
+
Ikinobiruno minikuidesho
+
Demone jibungirai no watashi ni shika
+
Tsutaerarenai kotoba ga aru
+
Fukeba tobu yōna hakanai hi demo tadatada
+
Sore wa michiyuku dare ka no ashi wo terashi
+
Mirai ninau tomoshibi to naruno
+
Wasurenaide tashikana michishirobe wo
+
Mayowanai jutsu mo tadashī kotae mo
+
Watashi ni wa wakaranai dakedo ne
+
Sono kizu ya uso mo ketsuniku to nari
+
Anata wo tsukurukara
+
Dakedo watashi no kodoku watashi no monoda
+
Rikai wa dekinai ubaeyashinai
+
Mune sasu yōna itami sae mo ima wa tadatada
+
Dakara daikiraina jibun to ikiru
+
Kurai tsurai saishin wo shinjiruno
+
Keshi satteshimaitai kizu ya uso mo
+
Nomikonde ima koko terashidaseba
+
Fukai yami mo kowakunaikara
+
[TV version]
+
Yeah, I hate myself
+
I don't trust empathy; everything is a lie
+
Even a drug that isn't for sale and works well
+
It won't heal the scars on my heart
+
Even struggling is tiring; I'm tired now
+
The hand I stretched out, I've let go
+
But my loneliness is mine, mine alone
+
I can't understand it; I can't take it away
+
Even chest-stabbing pains, for now, simply
+
So I live with the self I hate
+
I believe in the dark, painful depths
+
Even the wounds and lies I want to erase
+
If I swallow them, here and now, bring them to light
+
The deep darkness isn't scary anymore
+
[Full Version]
Yeah, I hate myself
+
I don't trust empathy; everything is a lie
+
Even a drug that isn't for sale and works well
+
Won't heal the scars in my heart
+
Even struggling is tiring; I'm tired now
+
The hand I stretched out, I've let go
+
[thanks for visiting animesonglyrcs.com]
But my loneliness is mine, mine alone
+
I can't understand it; I can't take it away
+
Even chest-stabbing pains, for now, simply
+
So I live with the self I hate
+
I believe in the dark, painful depths
+
The past I want to remember and kill
+
Let it all end already; everything's over
+
In the photos I tore apart after saying that
+
When I lost everything
+
The only thing I can cling to in the end is there
+
Hiding jealousy and regrets
+
To survive, it's ugly, isn't it
+
But you know, there are words that only I, the self-hating me, can express
+
A flame so fragile it would vanish with a breath, yet still
+
That light will illuminate the feet of someone passing by
+
And become a beacon bearing the future
+
Don't forget the sure signpost
+
There's no way to stay unwavering, nor the right answer
+
I don't know either, though
+
Those wounds and lies also become flesh and blood
+
Because they shape you
+
But my loneliness is mine, mine alone
+
I can't understand it; I can't take it away
+
Even chest-stabbing pains, for now, simply
+
I live with the self I hate
+
I believe in the dark, painful depths
+
The wounds and lies I want to erase
+
If I swallow them and bring them to light here and now
+
The deep darkness won't scare me anymore
+
[TVバージョン]
そう私は私が嫌い
+
共感は信じない 全ては嘘
+
非売の良く効く薬も
+
心のアザまで癒しちゃくれない
+
足掻く事も疲れ 今はもう
+
伸ばした手も離してしまった
+
だけど私の孤独 私のものだ
+
理解は出来ない 奪えやしない
+
胸刺す様な痛みさえも 今はただただ
+
だから大嫌いな自分と生きる
+
暗い辛い最深を信じるの
+
消し去ってしまいたい傷や嘘も
+
飲み込んで 今ここ 照らし出せば
+
深い闇も怖くないから
+
[FULLバージョン]
そう私は私が嫌い
+
共感は信じない 全ては嘘
+
非売の良く効く薬も
+
心のアザまで癒しちゃくれない
+
足掻く事も疲れ 今はもう
+
伸ばした手も離してしまった
+
[アニメソングリリックスのご利用ありがとうございます]
だけど私の孤独 私のものだ
+
理解は出来ない 奪えやしない
+
胸刺す様な痛みさえも 今はただただ
+
だから大嫌いな自分と生きる
+
暗い辛い最深を信じるの
+
思い出して殺してしまいたい過去を
+
もう終わってしまえ 何もかもが
+
そう言って切り裂いた写真の中
+
何もかもを無くした時
+
最後に縋(すが)れる物はそこにだけ
+
妬みや後悔を隠して
+
生き延びるの 醜いでしょ
+
でもね 自分嫌いの私にしか
+
伝えられない言葉がある
+
吹けば飛ぶ様な儚い火 でもただただ
+
それは道ゆく誰かの足を照らし
+
未来担う灯火となるの
+
忘れないで 確かな道標を
+
迷わない術も 正しい答えも
+
私には分からない だけどね
+
その傷や嘘も血肉となり
+
あなたを作るから
+
だけど私の孤独 私のものだ
+
理解は出来ない 奪えやしない
+
胸刺す様な痛みさえも 今はただただ
+
だから大嫌いな自分と生きる
+
暗い辛い最深を信じるの
+
消し去ってしまいたい傷や嘘も
+
飲み込んで 今ここ 照らし出せば
+
深い闇も怖くないから
+
Romaji
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[TV Version]
Sō watashi wa watashi ga kirai
Kyōkan wa shinjinai subete wa uso
Hibai no yoku kiku kusuri mo
Kokoro no aza made iyashicha kurenai
Agaku koto mo tsukare ima wa mō
Nobashita te mo hanashite shimatta
Dakedo watashi no kodoku watashi no monoda
Rikai wa dekinai ubaeyashinai
Mune sasu yōna itami sae mo ima wa tadatada
Dakara daikiraina jibun to ikiru
Kurai tsurai saishin wo shinjiruno
Keshi satteshimaitai kizu ya uso mo
Nomikonde ima koko terashidaseba
Fukai yami mo kowakunaikara
[Full Version]
Sō watashi wa watashi ga kirai
Kyōkan wa shinjinai subete wa uso
Hibai no yoku kiku kusuri mo
Kokoro no aza made iyashicha kurenai
Agaku koto mo tsukare ima wa mō
Nobashita te mo hanashite shimatta
Dakedo watashi no kodoku watashi no monoda
Rikai wa dekinai ubaeyashinai
Mune sasu yōna itami sae mo ima wa tadatada
Dakara daikiraina jibun to ikiru
Kurai tsurai saishin wo shinjiruno
Omoidashite koroshite shimaitai kako wo
Mō owatteshimae nanimokamo ga
Sō itte kirisaita shashin no naka
Nanimokamo wo nakushita toki
Saigo ni sugareru mono wa soko ni dake
Netami ya kōkai wo kakushite
Ikinobiruno minikuidesho
Demone jibungirai no watashi ni shika
Tsutaerarenai kotoba ga aru
Fukeba tobu yōna hakanai hi demo tadatada
Sore wa michiyuku dare ka no ashi wo terashi
Mirai ninau tomoshibi to naruno
Wasurenaide tashikana michishirobe wo
Mayowanai jutsu mo tadashī kotae mo
Watashi ni wa wakaranai dakedo ne
Sono kizu ya uso mo ketsuniku to nari
Anata wo tsukurukara
Dakedo watashi no kodoku watashi no monoda
Rikai wa dekinai ubaeyashinai
Mune sasu yōna itami sae mo ima wa tadatada
Dakara daikiraina jibun to ikiru
Kurai tsurai saishin wo shinjiruno
Keshi satteshimaitai kizu ya uso mo
Nomikonde ima koko terashidaseba
Fukai yami mo kowakunaikara
Sō watashi wa watashi ga kirai
Kyōkan wa shinjinai subete wa uso
Hibai no yoku kiku kusuri mo
Kokoro no aza made iyashicha kurenai
Agaku koto mo tsukare ima wa mō
Nobashita te mo hanashite shimatta
Dakedo watashi no kodoku watashi no monoda
Rikai wa dekinai ubaeyashinai
Mune sasu yōna itami sae mo ima wa tadatada
Dakara daikiraina jibun to ikiru
Kurai tsurai saishin wo shinjiruno
Keshi satteshimaitai kizu ya uso mo
Nomikonde ima koko terashidaseba
Fukai yami mo kowakunaikara
[Full Version]
Sō watashi wa watashi ga kirai
Kyōkan wa shinjinai subete wa uso
Hibai no yoku kiku kusuri mo
Kokoro no aza made iyashicha kurenai
Agaku koto mo tsukare ima wa mō
Nobashita te mo hanashite shimatta
Dakedo watashi no kodoku watashi no monoda
Rikai wa dekinai ubaeyashinai
Mune sasu yōna itami sae mo ima wa tadatada
Dakara daikiraina jibun to ikiru
Kurai tsurai saishin wo shinjiruno
Omoidashite koroshite shimaitai kako wo
Mō owatteshimae nanimokamo ga
Sō itte kirisaita shashin no naka
Nanimokamo wo nakushita toki
Saigo ni sugareru mono wa soko ni dake
Netami ya kōkai wo kakushite
Ikinobiruno minikuidesho
Demone jibungirai no watashi ni shika
Tsutaerarenai kotoba ga aru
Fukeba tobu yōna hakanai hi demo tadatada
Sore wa michiyuku dare ka no ashi wo terashi
Mirai ninau tomoshibi to naruno
Wasurenaide tashikana michishirobe wo
Mayowanai jutsu mo tadashī kotae mo
Watashi ni wa wakaranai dakedo ne
Sono kizu ya uso mo ketsuniku to nari
Anata wo tsukurukara
Dakedo watashi no kodoku watashi no monoda
Rikai wa dekinai ubaeyashinai
Mune sasu yōna itami sae mo ima wa tadatada
Dakara daikiraina jibun to ikiru
Kurai tsurai saishin wo shinjiruno
Keshi satteshimaitai kizu ya uso mo
Nomikonde ima koko terashidaseba
Fukai yami mo kowakunaikara
English
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[show all]
[TV version]
Yeah, I hate myself
I don't trust empathy; everything is a lie
Even a drug that isn't for sale and works well
It won't heal the scars on my heart
Even struggling is tiring; I'm tired now
The hand I stretched out, I've let go
But my loneliness is mine, mine alone
I can't understand it; I can't take it away
Even chest-stabbing pains, for now, simply
So I live with the self I hate
I believe in the dark, painful depths
Even the wounds and lies I want to erase
If I swallow them, here and now, bring them to light
The deep darkness isn't scary anymore
[Full Version]
Yeah, I hate myself
I don't trust empathy; everything is a lie
Even a drug that isn't for sale and works well
Won't heal the scars in my heart
Even struggling is tiring; I'm tired now
The hand I stretched out, I've let go
But my loneliness is mine, mine alone
I can't understand it; I can't take it away
Even chest-stabbing pains, for now, simply
So I live with the self I hate
I believe in the dark, painful depths
The past I want to remember and kill
Let it all end already; everything's over
In the photos I tore apart after saying that
When I lost everything
The only thing I can cling to in the end is there
Hiding jealousy and regrets
To survive, it's ugly, isn't it
But you know, there are words that only I, the self-hating me, can express
A flame so fragile it would vanish with a breath, yet still
That light will illuminate the feet of someone passing by
And become a beacon bearing the future
Don't forget the sure signpost
There's no way to stay unwavering, nor the right answer
I don't know either, though
Those wounds and lies also become flesh and blood
Because they shape you
But my loneliness is mine, mine alone
I can't understand it; I can't take it away
Even chest-stabbing pains, for now, simply
I live with the self I hate
I believe in the dark, painful depths
The wounds and lies I want to erase
If I swallow them and bring them to light here and now
The deep darkness won't scare me anymore
Yeah, I hate myself
I don't trust empathy; everything is a lie
Even a drug that isn't for sale and works well
It won't heal the scars on my heart
Even struggling is tiring; I'm tired now
The hand I stretched out, I've let go
But my loneliness is mine, mine alone
I can't understand it; I can't take it away
Even chest-stabbing pains, for now, simply
So I live with the self I hate
I believe in the dark, painful depths
Even the wounds and lies I want to erase
If I swallow them, here and now, bring them to light
The deep darkness isn't scary anymore
[Full Version]
Yeah, I hate myself
I don't trust empathy; everything is a lie
Even a drug that isn't for sale and works well
Won't heal the scars in my heart
Even struggling is tiring; I'm tired now
The hand I stretched out, I've let go
But my loneliness is mine, mine alone
I can't understand it; I can't take it away
Even chest-stabbing pains, for now, simply
So I live with the self I hate
I believe in the dark, painful depths
The past I want to remember and kill
Let it all end already; everything's over
In the photos I tore apart after saying that
When I lost everything
The only thing I can cling to in the end is there
Hiding jealousy and regrets
To survive, it's ugly, isn't it
But you know, there are words that only I, the self-hating me, can express
A flame so fragile it would vanish with a breath, yet still
That light will illuminate the feet of someone passing by
And become a beacon bearing the future
Don't forget the sure signpost
There's no way to stay unwavering, nor the right answer
I don't know either, though
Those wounds and lies also become flesh and blood
Because they shape you
But my loneliness is mine, mine alone
I can't understand it; I can't take it away
Even chest-stabbing pains, for now, simply
I live with the self I hate
I believe in the dark, painful depths
The wounds and lies I want to erase
If I swallow them and bring them to light here and now
The deep darkness won't scare me anymore
Kanji
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[TVバージョン]
そう私は私が嫌い
共感は信じない 全ては嘘
非売の良く効く薬も
心のアザまで癒しちゃくれない
足掻く事も疲れ 今はもう
伸ばした手も離してしまった
だけど私の孤独 私のものだ
理解は出来ない 奪えやしない
胸刺す様な痛みさえも 今はただただ
だから大嫌いな自分と生きる
暗い辛い最深を信じるの
消し去ってしまいたい傷や嘘も
飲み込んで 今ここ 照らし出せば
深い闇も怖くないから
[FULLバージョン]
そう私は私が嫌い
共感は信じない 全ては嘘
非売の良く効く薬も
心のアザまで癒しちゃくれない
足掻く事も疲れ 今はもう
伸ばした手も離してしまった
だけど私の孤独 私のものだ
理解は出来ない 奪えやしない
胸刺す様な痛みさえも 今はただただ
だから大嫌いな自分と生きる
暗い辛い最深を信じるの
思い出して殺してしまいたい過去を
もう終わってしまえ 何もかもが
そう言って切り裂いた写真の中
何もかもを無くした時
最後に縋(すが)れる物はそこにだけ
妬みや後悔を隠して
生き延びるの 醜いでしょ
でもね 自分嫌いの私にしか
伝えられない言葉がある
吹けば飛ぶ様な儚い火 でもただただ
それは道ゆく誰かの足を照らし
未来担う灯火となるの
忘れないで 確かな道標を
迷わない術も 正しい答えも
私には分からない だけどね
その傷や嘘も血肉となり
あなたを作るから
だけど私の孤独 私のものだ
理解は出来ない 奪えやしない
胸刺す様な痛みさえも 今はただただ
だから大嫌いな自分と生きる
暗い辛い最深を信じるの
消し去ってしまいたい傷や嘘も
飲み込んで 今ここ 照らし出せば
深い闇も怖くないから
そう私は私が嫌い
共感は信じない 全ては嘘
非売の良く効く薬も
心のアザまで癒しちゃくれない
足掻く事も疲れ 今はもう
伸ばした手も離してしまった
だけど私の孤独 私のものだ
理解は出来ない 奪えやしない
胸刺す様な痛みさえも 今はただただ
だから大嫌いな自分と生きる
暗い辛い最深を信じるの
消し去ってしまいたい傷や嘘も
飲み込んで 今ここ 照らし出せば
深い闇も怖くないから
[FULLバージョン]
そう私は私が嫌い
共感は信じない 全ては嘘
非売の良く効く薬も
心のアザまで癒しちゃくれない
足掻く事も疲れ 今はもう
伸ばした手も離してしまった
だけど私の孤独 私のものだ
理解は出来ない 奪えやしない
胸刺す様な痛みさえも 今はただただ
だから大嫌いな自分と生きる
暗い辛い最深を信じるの
思い出して殺してしまいたい過去を
もう終わってしまえ 何もかもが
そう言って切り裂いた写真の中
何もかもを無くした時
最後に縋(すが)れる物はそこにだけ
妬みや後悔を隠して
生き延びるの 醜いでしょ
でもね 自分嫌いの私にしか
伝えられない言葉がある
吹けば飛ぶ様な儚い火 でもただただ
それは道ゆく誰かの足を照らし
未来担う灯火となるの
忘れないで 確かな道標を
迷わない術も 正しい答えも
私には分からない だけどね
その傷や嘘も血肉となり
あなたを作るから
だけど私の孤独 私のものだ
理解は出来ない 奪えやしない
胸刺す様な痛みさえも 今はただただ
だから大嫌いな自分と生きる
暗い辛い最深を信じるの
消し去ってしまいたい傷や嘘も
飲み込んで 今ここ 照らし出せば
深い闇も怖くないから
Description: Ending Theme
From Anime: Blue Reflection Ray (BLUE REFLECTION RAY/澪)
Performed by: ACCAMER
Lyrics by: syudou
Composed by: syudou
Arranged by: TomoLow
Year: 2021
