Boku janai boku janai boku janai Itsuka "ayamachi" wo yuruseru nara
"Aishikata" wo shiru mae ni "tatakaikata" wo oboeta Bukiyouna boku no buki wa nani? Tada shinu dake no jinsei na noni naze tsuyoku naritai no? "Omoi no take" wa chiisana hako ni shimatta mama
Daiji ni daiji ni shiteta noni Kantan ni fumikowasarete shimatta
Boku janai boku janai boku janai Iiwake wo sagashite kizutsuku kakuritsu wa ZERO janai ZERO janai ZERO janai Itsuka "ayamachi" wo yuruseru nara Itsuka "kawareru" to omoeru nara
Yaranakya ikenai koto bakari tsugi kara tsugi e to oshiyoseru Yaritai koto wa nannimo dekite nai Soredemo "ikanakya ikenai" to anmoku no RUURU dake de "Sekinin" to "boku" wo ganjigarame ni shitai nara
"Nigetai" soremo oshikoroshite "Kokoro" wa tozashite shimau hou ga kantan da
Boku janai boku janai boku janai Itsu ikanaru toki ni otona ni nare to iu no? Shiritaku nai shiritaku nai hontou wa shiritai Boku no karada na noni kaji wo torenai Boku no kokoro na noni seigyo dekinai
Mou sukoshi dake jibun wo shiretara "Aishiteru" no tsukaikata wo oboetai...
Boku janai boku janai boku janai Iiwake wo sagashite kizutsuku kakuritsu wa ZERO janai ZERO janai ZERO janai Itsuka itsuka itsuka "ayamachi" wo yuruseru nara Itsuka "kawareru" to omoeru nara
This isn't me, this isn't me, this isn't me, If I'll be able to forgive "sin" someday.
Before I knew "how to love," I learned "how to fight." As awkward as I am, what is my weapon? If we live only to die, why do I wish to become strong? With "all of my feelings" sealed away in a little box,
So precious, though they were so precious to me, They were so easily trampled upon and broken.
This isn't me, this isn't me, this isn't me. I search for an excuse - the probability that I'll get hurt Is not zero, it's not zero, it's not zero, If I'll be able to forgive "sin" someday... If I'll come to believe, someday, that "I can change."
So many things I absolutely have to do, closing in on me one after another; I'm unable to do anything I actually want to do. Even so, "I must proceed," I think, just following the unwritten rules. If I want to follow that path and bind "myself" to "responsibility"...
Suppressing the voice inside that wants to run away And sealing away the "heart" is the easiest choice to take.
This isn't me, this isn't me, this isn't me. You say that I must, at any and all times, be an adult? I don't want to know, I don't want to know - no, the truth is I want to know. I can't take the helm of my own body. I can't maintain control of my own heart.
If I could come to know myself just a little better, I'd like to learn how to use the words, "I love you."
This isn't me, this isn't me, this isn't me. I search for an excuse - the probability that I'll get hurt Is not zero, it's not zero, it's not zero, If, someday, someday, I'll be able to forgive "sin" someday... If I'll come to believe, someday, that "I can change."
Boku janai boku janai boku janai Itsuka "ayamachi" wo yuruseru nara
"Aishikata" wo shiru mae ni "tatakaikata" wo oboeta Bukiyouna boku no buki wa nani? Tada shinu dake no jinsei na noni naze tsuyoku naritai no? "Omoi no take" wa chiisana hako ni shimatta mama
Daiji ni daiji ni shiteta noni Kantan ni fumikowasarete shimatta
Boku janai boku janai boku janai Iiwake wo sagashite kizutsuku kakuritsu wa ZERO janai ZERO janai ZERO janai Itsuka "ayamachi" wo yuruseru nara Itsuka "kawareru" to omoeru nara
Yaranakya ikenai koto bakari tsugi kara tsugi e to oshiyoseru Yaritai koto wa nannimo dekite nai Soredemo "ikanakya ikenai" to anmoku no RUURU dake de "Sekinin" to "boku" wo ganjigarame ni shitai nara
"Nigetai" soremo oshikoroshite "Kokoro" wa tozashite shimau hou ga kantan da
Boku janai boku janai boku janai Itsu ikanaru toki ni otona ni nare to iu no? Shiritaku nai shiritaku nai hontou wa shiritai Boku no karada na noni kaji wo torenai Boku no kokoro na noni seigyo dekinai
Mou sukoshi dake jibun wo shiretara "Aishiteru" no tsukaikata wo oboetai...
Boku janai boku janai boku janai Iiwake wo sagashite kizutsuku kakuritsu wa ZERO janai ZERO janai ZERO janai Itsuka itsuka itsuka "ayamachi" wo yuruseru nara Itsuka "kawareru" to omoeru nara
This isn't me, this isn't me, this isn't me, If I'll be able to forgive "sin" someday.
Before I knew "how to love," I learned "how to fight." As awkward as I am, what is my weapon? If we live only to die, why do I wish to become strong? With "all of my feelings" sealed away in a little box,
So precious, though they were so precious to me, They were so easily trampled upon and broken.
This isn't me, this isn't me, this isn't me. I search for an excuse - the probability that I'll get hurt Is not zero, it's not zero, it's not zero, If I'll be able to forgive "sin" someday... If I'll come to believe, someday, that "I can change."
So many things I absolutely have to do, closing in on me one after another; I'm unable to do anything I actually want to do. Even so, "I must proceed," I think, just following the unwritten rules. If I want to follow that path and bind "myself" to "responsibility"...
Suppressing the voice inside that wants to run away And sealing away the "heart" is the easiest choice to take.
This isn't me, this isn't me, this isn't me. You say that I must, at any and all times, be an adult? I don't want to know, I don't want to know - no, the truth is I want to know. I can't take the helm of my own body. I can't maintain control of my own heart.
If I could come to know myself just a little better, I'd like to learn how to use the words, "I love you."
This isn't me, this isn't me, this isn't me. I search for an excuse - the probability that I'll get hurt Is not zero, it's not zero, it's not zero, If, someday, someday, I'll be able to forgive "sin" someday... If I'll come to believe, someday, that "I can change."
English Title: It's not me Description:
1st Ending From Anime:
Valvrave the Liberator Performed by:
angela Lyrics by:
atsuko Additional Info:
Music composition by atsuko and KATSU Music arrangement by KATSU