Every night, I endure the pain that visits me on top of the squeaking, creaking bed.
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Did I get something wrong? Thinking about this and that, I wallow in feelings of regret.
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"The way it is now, it's no good." I don't know who said that anymore.
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With the thought that all I can do now is live on alone, I gaze at the burning wasteland.
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Like a wolf that endured its wounds, yeah, I don't want to disappear, not yet,
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Because if I did, it would've been better if I'd fallen.
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On Friday, as the weekend visits, I won't tidy up this noisy room.
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Biting my nails that have grown a little long, I watch TV. At this point, everything starts to look good.
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I bathed myself in alcohol from the head down. If I could get drunk from this, I'd keep on feeling good.
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I don't think of the way that I can't laugh like I used to as a sad thing.
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Is this just something that everyone chooses, even though it hurts so much?
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In that case, it would've been better if I'd run away.
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It looks like I'm going to fail, just as I predicted.
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I'll just throw away the bad thoughts when I spit them out!
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With the thought that all I can do now is live on alone, I gaze at the burning wasteland.
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Like a wolf that endured its wounds, yeah, I don't want to disappear, not yet.
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I don't think of the way that I can't laugh like I did that day as a sad thing.
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The wolf that runs through the wasteland still doesn't look back even now.
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In that case, let's hurry ahead and run with wolves!
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