kutakuta no karada ni muchiutte yotei-chouwa ni mune wo nadeoroshi sorenari ni otona-rashiku furumatte mo nani mo ka mo misukasareta you de muki ni natte hanpatsu shite mitari hinekureta puraido nante yakutatazu da
zenryoku nanka ja ah tsuuyou shinai kara tamesareru jibun ni aru "sore ijou" tesaguri de susume
tsuyogatte mita tokoro de fugainai dake da shi hariattatte shou ga nai ippo zutsu yuku shika nai n da genkaichi no saki ni aru sekai ni kogarete'ru girigiri no koujoushin nandakanda funbatte ashita wo kirihirakou
gamushara ni ganbaru koto de shika kuraitsuite ikenai hagayusa ni jikyuu-jisoku no yarukitachi ga himei agete'ru nozonda hazu no ibara no michi wa akumu to ka shiren to ka na wo kaete dou mo kou mo oteage ja yarusenai ne
genjitsu wa kyou mo ah amakunai kedo kore dake wa kakujitsu ni jibun no ishi de oritakunai n da
ikigatte mita tokoro de niawanai dake da shi kyosei wa dokka oit'oite mazu wa ichininmae ni narou hirogatta bun no shikai wo chanto kanjinakucha seiippai sakaratte'ku n da honrou sareppanashi no kono jinsei tte yatsu ni
tsuyogatte mita tokoro de fugainai dake da shi hariattatte shou ga nai ippo zutsu yuku shika nai n da genkaichi no saki ni aru sekai ni kogarete'ru girigiri no koujoushin nandakanda funbatte ashita wo kirihirakou
I whip my already exhausted body into shape, and stroke my chest to make my heart return to its calm state, in my attempt to act and conduct myself in an adult way. Yet, it seems I'm about to be seen through completely, so I desperately try to save my facade from being torn away, but not even my rebellious pride is being of help.
Going all out, ah, is not applicable here. I've got to keep going only with a good understanding of my own "limit".
When I try to act tough, I'm only exposing the weakness inside me, but I can't help with my constant rivalry. I must move ahead one step at a time. I yearn for the world ahead of this threshold. With my ambition at its final limit, I will stand my ground firm, and open up a new path to tomorrow.
I have no choice but to work hard recklessly, even growing impatient at not overworking myself, but my determination to self-sufficiency is shrieking in protest. Supposedly, this thorny road is exactly what I wished for, but it's changing its name to things like "nightmare" and "ordeal", and no matter what I do, I'll look pathetic if I'm brought to my knees.
Today's reality, ah, is not so sweet once again, but I'm positive with complete certainty that I'm doing this at my own will.
When I try to act smart, I'll only look out of my character, so guess I should leave my bluff somewhere else, and become a mature adult first. I must get a good feel of my widened view, and move forward with all my might against this bastard called "life", which has been toying with me all this time.
When I try to act tough, I'm only exposing the weakness inside me, but I can't help with my constant rivalry. I must move ahead one step at a time. I yearn for the world ahead of this threshold. With my ambition at its final limit, I will stand my ground firm, and open up a new path to tomorrow.
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kutakuta no karada ni muchiutte yotei-chouwa ni mune wo nadeoroshi sorenari ni otona-rashiku furumatte mo nani mo ka mo misukasareta you de muki ni natte hanpatsu shite mitari hinekureta puraido nante yakutatazu da
zenryoku nanka ja ah tsuuyou shinai kara tamesareru jibun ni aru "sore ijou" tesaguri de susume
tsuyogatte mita tokoro de fugainai dake da shi hariattatte shou ga nai ippo zutsu yuku shika nai n da genkaichi no saki ni aru sekai ni kogarete'ru girigiri no koujoushin nandakanda funbatte ashita wo kirihirakou
gamushara ni ganbaru koto de shika kuraitsuite ikenai hagayusa ni jikyuu-jisoku no yarukitachi ga himei agete'ru nozonda hazu no ibara no michi wa akumu to ka shiren to ka na wo kaete dou mo kou mo oteage ja yarusenai ne
genjitsu wa kyou mo ah amakunai kedo kore dake wa kakujitsu ni jibun no ishi de oritakunai n da
ikigatte mita tokoro de niawanai dake da shi kyosei wa dokka oit'oite mazu wa ichininmae ni narou hirogatta bun no shikai wo chanto kanjinakucha seiippai sakaratte'ku n da honrou sareppanashi no kono jinsei tte yatsu ni
tsuyogatte mita tokoro de fugainai dake da shi hariattatte shou ga nai ippo zutsu yuku shika nai n da genkaichi no saki ni aru sekai ni kogarete'ru girigiri no koujoushin nandakanda funbatte ashita wo kirihirakou
I whip my already exhausted body into shape, and stroke my chest to make my heart return to its calm state, in my attempt to act and conduct myself in an adult way. Yet, it seems I'm about to be seen through completely, so I desperately try to save my facade from being torn away, but not even my rebellious pride is being of help.
Going all out, ah, is not applicable here. I've got to keep going only with a good understanding of my own "limit".
When I try to act tough, I'm only exposing the weakness inside me, but I can't help with my constant rivalry. I must move ahead one step at a time. I yearn for the world ahead of this threshold. With my ambition at its final limit, I will stand my ground firm, and open up a new path to tomorrow.
I have no choice but to work hard recklessly, even growing impatient at not overworking myself, but my determination to self-sufficiency is shrieking in protest. Supposedly, this thorny road is exactly what I wished for, but it's changing its name to things like "nightmare" and "ordeal", and no matter what I do, I'll look pathetic if I'm brought to my knees.
Today's reality, ah, is not so sweet once again, but I'm positive with complete certainty that I'm doing this at my own will.
When I try to act smart, I'll only look out of my character, so guess I should leave my bluff somewhere else, and become a mature adult first. I must get a good feel of my widened view, and move forward with all my might against this bastard called "life", which has been toying with me all this time.
When I try to act tough, I'm only exposing the weakness inside me, but I can't help with my constant rivalry. I must move ahead one step at a time. I yearn for the world ahead of this threshold. With my ambition at its final limit, I will stand my ground firm, and open up a new path to tomorrow.