If back then when the wind was blowing,
the flow of my fate had changed its course,
then nowadays, within time itself,
I would have been smiling happily and gently.
Instead, right now I am unable to go anywhere,
and my painful feelings cannot reach anyone,
so I bite hard on my lips in the darkness.
But I am here in this place,
and I believe that I will be able to fly off someday,
showered in sunlight, towards a place filled with tenderness.
In order to become blissful,
whom or what should I injure?
As though I were a bird with clipped wings,
I only keep on pecking at my dream.
Fearing that my heart is about to wither,
I tried to embrace my loneliness quietly but tightly,
just so that I could confirm that I was still living.
Yes, I am here in this place,
and I am earnestly waiting for the day
when I can meet someone who will teach me about love.
Right now I am unable to go anywhere,
and my painful feelings cannot reach anyone,
so I bite hard on my lips in the darkness.
But I am here in this place,
and I believe that I will be able to fly off someday,
showered in sunlight, towards a place filled with tenderness.