As a flower that let go of the light of the morning
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Seeks out the rain that won't fall,
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It falls into a sleep it can't wake from.
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A soft voice that softly calls someone.
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Is the paradise of darkness
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What I will lose is my body
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And my heart that makes me myself.
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Once I hold out the compensation
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I wonder what I will gain in return?
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Is life so fragile and fleeting
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That it is stolen by these tears
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And it grieves and "fears"
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That all beings arrive at?
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The marigold that sings demise
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Silently reaches full bloom
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As the marigold that sings demise
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And is enriched by loneliness
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Seeks out the rain that won't fall,
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It falls into a sleep it can't wake from.
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wail that rips memories to shreds,
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Tonight's love and hate,
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And the past and the present.
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At the ends of the place where
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The cowardly soul arrived,
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I wonder what you can see.
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In the things I can hold on to with these hands of mine
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There are too many words of betrayal.
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I believed in the love that I saw,
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But now I want to escape this loneliness.
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The marigold that sings demise
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Silently reaches full bloom
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By reeling in feelings of love
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And swallowing them up with its leaves.
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As the marigold that sings demise
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And is enriched by loneliness
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Seeks out the rain that won't fall,
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It falls into a sleep it can't wake from.
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If the time comes when someday hope and despair turn into nothingness,
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I'm sure they will notice the whereabouts of truth.
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TO LIVE ITSELF IS PAINFUL.
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BUT EVEN SO, I WANT TO BE HERE.
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BECAUSE THIS GRATING SOUND IN MY HEART
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IS PROOF THAT I AM STILL ALIVE.
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Even if I become all alone.
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The marigold that sings demise
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Silently reaches full bloom
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As the marigold that sings demise
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And is enriched by loneliness
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Seeks out the rain that won't fall,
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It falls into a sleep it can't wake from.
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To make sure that the flower does not wilt,
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It saps the nourishment out of the defiant earth.
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The echoing funeral requiem
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Dissolves into the dry wind.
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