sajou no hana - Mayuiro Lyrics

Withdraw into my shell
The white threads tangled
Sleeping in silence alone
I dream of a butterfly
It dances lightly
You get farther away

Lured by an unfamiliar sweet scent
I knew right away upon waking
Without anything, everything feels insufficient

Even in a world where I don't belong
Call out to me, keep me by your side, and pay attention to me

Today too, I dream
Mistaking a butterfly
Today too, I dream
Remembering happiness

I didn't intend to lie
I didn't know who I was

I finally felt the pain
So, I treasure and rejoice in these wounds too
Everything stained with color, I met
Chasing after voices, I emerged

Constantly reassuring myself, "It's okay"
While straightening myself up, I tried to fly out
Suddenly, seeing my reflection on the water's surface
I wanted to go back

Only sticking to the things I couldn't see
I didn't want to face them
Just quietly, without thinking of anything

Please, close everything with your hands
That moment is the beginning

Today too, I dream
I wanted a butterfly
Today too, I dream
I wanted to be affirmed

It's too gentle, I wanted to break it
I wanted to know the other side of my heart

I finally felt weak
So, I wrap myself in these wings, feeling empty
Everything stained with color, I met
Guiding me vividly even in the night

I finally felt the pain
So, I treasure and love these wounds too
Everything stained with color, I met
Chasing after voices, I emerged, still fragile