Blindly afraid, I hug my knees
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This has to be wrong - I should be smiling here
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If I just let if flow by, even in this quiet town
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If I suppress my desire, I'll be cast aside as just a boy
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Alone, thirsty for the feelings that shoot through me
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I don't want to spill them
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On this tough night, you're starting this game in earnest
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It's preeminent even now - my racing emotions aren't just for show
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As much as it takes until it's pronounced final - my way of life and my way of crossing over
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I want to see this until the end, adapting to all of this with you
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The racing heat and healing - it's all I want and all I'll ever want
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If this "unstoppable" thing is allowed to keep going,
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no one can avoid blame for it
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I can't suppress my urges and I can't endure my injuries
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If this is a lesson, I guess I'll learn
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So cold I can almost taste it
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Raiding the most fragile of places
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It's like I've drowned without even realizing it
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In a dream I can feel even in the innermost part of me
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I can't reach anyone, my racing emotions are un-shrouded
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In loving someone, with speed and with freedom, all distance was closed in
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The world holds us back, because you and I have a reason to be here
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There's still a very faint trace of light somewhere, and I'll go anywhere to hunt it down
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Show me how this ends, my racing emotions aren't just for show
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As much as it takes until it's pronounced final - my way of life and my way of crossing over
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I'll let this be the beginning, adapting to all of this with you
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The racing heat and healing - it's all I want and all I'll ever want
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