Shocking Lemon - Inner Light Lyrics

Gentleness to the pitiful me
Lost mind, feeling sadness
Get life, surprisingly arrogant
I am the worst

It's okay to cry, confess to Christ
It was a night when I tried to attain enlightenment
Butterfly, everyone turns into a cocoon
It was painful, nervous days
I want to get back the heart from that day

I want this only
I'm searching, seeking
In that silver light
People crying, people fighting
People loving, and I, the one who loves
No one notices, but... why?
Yeah... this way, no pain trance continue

I'll search for it, don't ask for the answer
I want to find it in a tight, risky fight
Get life, time is running out
That's the start way

I want this only
I'm searching, seeking
In that silver light
Hurting someone, and hurting myself
But not stopping, just chasing after it
I can't see anything, but... why?
Surely, this way, no pain trance continue

I'll search for it, don't ask for the answer
Hiding both fear and sadness...
Feeling like I want to meet someone
My heart feels like it's breaking...

I want this only
I'm searching, seeking
In that silver light
Hurting someone, and hurting myself
But not stopping, just chasing after it
I can't see anything, but... why?
Surely, this way, no pain trance continue

I'll search for it, don't ask for the answer
Hiding both fear and sadness...
Feeling like I want to meet someone
My heart feels like it's breaking...