angela - Fortunes Lyrics

This unbearable peace, these days blurring together
Your figure becomes an illusion and calmly disturbs them
My body no longer moving as I will it, I stifle my irritation
If I'm going to wash away, it would be good if it would be fast enough that I could white out

The ones who are left behind and the lives that won't return
Placed such much pressure upon me that I can't even breathe

This world where you don't exist
The unchanging azure sky watches over it
It unnecessarily worsens my loneliness
I despair and lock myself away
So that no one can hurt me anymore
But my rage that continues smoldering is my fortunes

Am I really living, why am I still alive?
A time where I will just ask such meaningless questions is lightly brushing my cheek

As the chosen one, I'd rather they just let me go
I don't have any attachment to this body any longer

It entwines and lingers in my ear
That steady voice of yours
I still hear it in a shallow sleep
When I am only prepared to sacrifice myself
If I can't save anyone
Where are you saying I should head to, fortunes?

The pain of losing something precious
I don't want to know anymore of it than this, than now
I can't say it well

This world where you don't exist
The unchanging azure sky watches over it
It unnecessarily worsens my loneliness
I despair and lock myself away
So that no one can hurt me anymore
But my rage that continues smoldering is my fortunes