the more careful I am the more my instinct diminishes
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even someone's encouragement warps and is shaken away
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the lonely door which isn't closed faces this way
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I'm smiling it'd be better to quit
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the clinging mask covers the head leaving the bottom exposed
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showing your weakness is a skilled tactic
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though we should be looking at the same sky the distance is cold like I'll never see you again
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the throbbing when it turns to night is a scar below freezing
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though I'd rather it be washed away to the bottom of my memory
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a philanthropic spirit streaming from inside a CRT
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as many unseen knives are gathered as flowers
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a virtual image resembling reality ties a pretty ribbon
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I'm smiling everything will be destroyed
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the thin light spills from a crack in the clouds faintly
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someone rescue this heart
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though we should be looking at the same sky the distance is indifferent sealing off resignation
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perishing when it turns to morning is a peace of mind it seemed I would grasp
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though I'd rather it be snatched away to the body heat of today
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I want to see you I can't return to the time I knew nothing
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with a pure white voice no peeking I can't go back
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no matter how I stretch this hand I still can't bury the sad distance
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all hopes are tossed away just who defiled the moon?
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the lies that stained can't be removed let's play on 1, 2, 3
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let's make a different future with the tears I cried
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