You're laughing beside me, but that alone doesn't seem enough.
I want to touch you, like a dewy breeze.
Longings that can't escape from the forest of memories.
I just keep drawing an unchanging distance.
A future caught in the contradiction of fullness and emptiness.
I have to pierce through.
Whenever I think of you,
Memories get in the way
The me that no one knows, softly
I want to reach you,
Why are uncertain things so dazzling, I wonder?
Because answers change without warning.
My heart trembles at the hopes that are born, and I can't move.
What do I want to do?
Even if I ask, and ask
These feelings I can't reach
There, your smile sways far away
That kindness feels like an ambush.
It hurts, yet I want it.
The me that isn't honest.
I want you to accept me, but I can't say it...
Whenever I think of you,
Memories get in the way
The me that no one knows
Someday I want to bring it to you
I'll be honest and go to see you.